Wednesday, April 30, 2008

it's way too hot in here

these few days have been omega shagggggg no kidding. sweat like hell. my room is disgusting.





yea that's how it kinda looks like.

i sweat so much i am thirsty all the time and i have to keep going down to refill my water jug. which makes seat even more. coupled with the panic when u realise u have uh 8 undone tutorials, it's too much i tell u.


so yesterday bring queen of avoiding-what-i-need-to-do, i thought i'd take a break and go down and play bball. we ended up playing with tiff's skateboard. tiff is pretty good on the skateboard. while me angel and grace took turns skating. by which i mean falling. i hit my chin on the damn floor. uh, how do u even hit ur chin on the floor!!? omg i got bruised pretty badly. by the time i forced my ass back to my room it was almost eleven. then i panicked again and went n showered (for a million years under the cold water). and migrated to the lounge cos it was too damn hot. damn hot. damn hot. i did a little work and wandered downstairs...and ended up watching the simple life on celeste's laptop. knn. i wasted like half an hour of my life on that paris. then i forced myself back up.. did a little work and then guess what hannah live streamed the man u- barca match on her laptop and i uh ended up watching. fuuuuckkkkk. at least we won. way to go favorite redhead! i did like one question during half time.


you know what, right now imna wander about youtube for awhile and then get some work done. i must i must. i dont even know how i spend my time. i wander arnd doing stupid stuff and before i know it it's warly morning and i am still awake and unaccomplished. and yes i do like writing like a sec sch girl consolidating her day. btw hall dinner was FUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK. i got damn moody after i saw the food. thank goodness i've got pepperidge in my room.

stay strong guys,


xoxo wong



this will be me.


song of the moment: online games by blink 182

Sunday, April 27, 2008

I'm talkin' metaphorically

hello world i'm alive. past week was an awful combi of panic and lethargy. next week is torture time cos uh.. i like to torture myself.

anyways i am in love with the '90s. the cheesy songs and grungy-ugly clothes. right now i am caught up with old school no doubt when gwen stefani was still le omega cool in her red pleather dress instead singing bout harajuku girls now. damn i wish i were a little older. not by much, maybe like 5 or 6 years so i could have been there when no doubt went mainstream and when they made songs like sugarhigh. speaking of which, song of the moment: sugar high by coyote shivers. it's deliciously retarded.
and yes i consider children aged 6 and under to be nonexistant. parents, if u bring ur under-6 children out, u should really leash them or carry them. cos i cannot see them and if i kick them it really isnt my fault. speaking of which, once i was running really fast along the corridors of IMM. cos they close pretty early and then got nobody mah then damn nice to run. i think someone was chasing me la then i was looking behind and this baby appeared outta nowhere and i was going so fast i couldnt stop, i had to jump over it. so its mom got really mad and my mom was really embarrassed and she hit me in front of the woman to appease her. like wth. how can u let ur baby who can barely walk wander off like that... luckily my reflexes good if not the stupid baby hit the ceiling alr.

shoutout to sq cos i know u read this regularly haha : u called when i was slping and u know i cant talk when i just wake! call me again when u're free i will talk more nx time man. pardon the grouchiness haha :P

i feel damn stupid now la. i forced myself not to watch tomb raider and i get hooked on youtube instead?! damn. not worth it man. two. more. weeks.

ooh and if you're bored and u like chris brown, type chris brown grammys on youtube. roxox.

WONG OUT


Thursday, April 24, 2008

Weird Weird Weird!!!

The whole world has finished their exams and by the whole world i mean NTU and SMU. What is this. Sigh..this torture seems abit never ending.

Today has been a "weird phone call day". First thing in the morning received a phone call from a mediacorp person saying that i've been nominated by my friends to take part in the youth edition of Who Wants To Be A Millionaire that's coming out soon. Like eh...ok..i was just caught damn off guard, didn't even know how to react. I mean i don't even know if it's true la. The person even conducted a phone interview with me, asking me about my IQ (which i don't know since i've never taken such tests) and PSLE scores and secondary school attended. Then they asked how many people i would bring to support me if i were chosen and i just randomly said 20 given how i was still in shock and kinda feeling sceptical about the whole thing. Anyway, if it's even the real thing (though i really can't imagine who the hell would nominate me to take part in such a show, unless that person has the intention of embarrassing me on national tv given how stupid i am), i basically majorly screwed up the interview cos i was using my "is this some kind of joke can you please go away" tone and not the bubbly, confident tone that usually gets people through interviews to be on tv. So anyway, i sounded pretty hostile and i was totally controlling the urge to say "haha who are you, don't play already la, stop lying". But the thing is she sounded damn serious la and was like saying stuff like even if you don't win the million dollars at least you'll get the chance to be on national tv. Like eh ok i m sure i would love to appear on national tv looking like that and given my "intelligence". I'll just go there and use all the 3 helplines in the first 3 questions. How nice. Anyway, i would most probably die of nervousness on the way there so yaa.

Then in the afternoon i received another weird call of the century telling me that a friend who went for some photoshoot put my name n contact down n i was randomly picked to undergo a makeover with two looks, one casual and one glamour. And it's all free with like 2 makeups, 2 hairdos and clothes. WEIRD!!! Then photos would be taken of me and put into CD Rom. And the person even ask me to bring my family along to take a free family photo. Like seriously, what is the world coming to? True or not? True or not? So the person said she'll call me back again tmr and check if my family would go along. The woman was all serious yet again. Damns i m confused. Anyway why would i need a casual and glamour shot of me taken? So i guess i won't be going for it, even if it's real. Scarly they make me go there and kidnap me, or force me to star in some porn (then again the moment they see me they would be like "ok thanks for coming, but there's something wrong with our camera today" or things along this line) haha. So no worries as for that heh.

Sick of studying and wondering if i actually imagined those calls due to stress heh,
Jig Jac

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Studying has been grossly slow and unproductive. The library is just swarming wif people recently it's hard to breathe in there. And ya assholes should just stop being total hoggers and taking up two seats using their bags. How about being considerate and freeing the space for others? I mean no point going to such extents to eliminate competition. Seriously, your bag wouldn't cry out in pain if you leave it on the floor.

Sorry about the total angstiness, just damn sick of progressing so slowly in studies and feeling bad about it while still continuing to slack and waste my life away.

My secret love for anime is reignited again by my dearest recently. NOT GOOD, NOT GOOD AT ALL. Wrong time to be into it man. But i just have to comment how Death Note is da bomb. Ya ya i know i'm abit lag, but that's cos i used to think that it had like 100 plus episodes so i can't be bothered to continue and have to stick to it. Not into long long term commitments haha. Then i realise it's only 30 plus episodes, WOOHOO, so i'm into it yet again, including many other new animes. Damns, i need to FOCUS. Anw, isn't Light suppose to be cute? He's damn ugly in the real life movie though, how disappointing. He's like kinda chubby and all, the only part about him that looks like the comic character Light is the hair shape and color i think. How pathetic is that.

Sad, bad news today. Sigh, jy's poor little gollum lookalike kitten that i always hold and carry has died. It's just plain sad. Apparently it starved to death. It's just plain sad. Just went to visit the other cute little kitten and it's all scrawny and boney and pale and sick looking - it's so worrying. It's like you can feel it's spine and ribs jutting out when u hold it now. But somehow it's more active, it even struggled to stand up and walk abit just now and i was so happy to see that. Just hope the thinness and all is part and parcel of growing up.Weird how i can feel so much for something that's not even mine.

Just because exams are round the corner does not give me the right to binge and stuff myself with snacks on the pretext of studying. Someone please knock this into my head.

Only one thing to look forward in life,
Jac

Saturday, April 19, 2008

kitkat vs rittersport

jackie y emo again.. lepak la.. i buy rittersport for u . so i went down for trg again 2day cos uh..i'm hardworking. anyways it was humiliating but i think humiliating is good la. then will improve mah. some of the people there know my brother! what a damn small world. please do not let me do anything too ridiculously stupid or i lose all respect at home.
quick shoutout here cos i am too damn lazy to email or even facebook.

tanzi: reply my email! wait i dont think she even knows i've got this site! ah nvm

sq: jy kittens really v cute. no kidding. and remember to tell me when u're back if u are. i bring u go back school climb gate haha.

lyss: happy birthday in advance in case i dont see u online then! uh drop me a hint on what i can get for u..cos uh..i'm @ a loss. i think it wont reach u on ur birthday for sure so might as well save on postage since u're coming back soon right. smart of me.

ok i shall go shower now cos i didnt shower just now and i am covered in mud cos i fell. and by fall i mean slipped loserly and not a cool dive either. i sure got a lot of standing space on the train man. score! ahah everybody if u r reading this u really shouldn't. go study study.

wong out

btw chris brown is the man

Friday, April 18, 2008

Welcome to my life - Shithole

Hate having to make big decisions, decisions that are potentially destructive towards the future. Then again, that's life, life is full of such gross moments.

One day you will leave me..because all these would be too much for you to bear. It would seem like nothing you do is ever enough while more is constantly being expected of you. Am i worth it? I hope i am.

I just don't need any more stress than i already do. But he just wouldn't leave me alone. You don't understand a shit because you are forever in your self centred, "almighty" world. Can't you just disappear for once and give everyone their much deserved peace? It's about time people stop giving in to you because the more they do, the more asshole you'll be. And who's the one always misinterpreting every single thing, twisting it to fit into your narrow-minded, self absorbed perspective? If you want my respect, earn it. How about starting with respecting me first? I've just had enough of you always taking away what i really want. If you're gonna be so petty then you might as well go have a sex change and be a woman. You're never in the wrong are you? It's always about how others have not done what they are supposed to, how they've not respected you, how they're in the wrong. Just step down from your self proclaimed pedestal and see for once that you don't bloody deserve any respect from anyone in the first place and that you are not always right, in fact you never were.

Fuck, i currently just HATE life.

Jac.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

panic at my disco

ok time to panic cos next week is study week zomg. anyways i went down for trg today and i have to change my throw. knn.. now must start all over again siann...coach k was like hitting my hand hard cos i kept getting it wrong. owwwoo
well somehow my mood is pretty damn good right now cept i am miffed over sth stupid. i told lyss and she sed to stop stalking. i wasnt! right back atcha facestalker! haha.
k i m off to play with jy's kittens. must play more now b4 they get big and look like scruffy.

wong out

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

stormy tuesdays

today i am home on a chilly tuesday night cos it's my sister's birthday. old alr la.. may u get fatter each passing year hoho! nah.. i did that on purpose cos if she gets mad then i'll know she reads this site! plus i alr wished her AND got her chocolate so my job is done.

i missed room bidding today i hope it turned out fine. hope jac doesnt bid for the wrong room. roommates give and take la.. at least got pantry no need climb stairs to fill water..uh and nearer to laundry room. so hello A2 watch for fun times ahead :) now must earn $$ during hols to pay for increased fees knn. jac now u owe it to me to stay next year man..i move to to a2 for u then if u dont stay later i kena stranger for roommate how? be strong! take a stand! i will fight your momma for u! zomg i just realised if we move to A2 this url will be invalid! arh siann
btw anyone knows any kids that needs tuition? zzzzz$$$$ dont worry i wont ruin people's future one.

Monday, April 14, 2008

ONE League Under The Sea - The Rise of the Cockle Warrior

Haven been blogging because i've been quite sick and caught up with my badly infected eye. So here's some updates.

Friday: Personally experienced a case of sudden, rapid evolution. Woke up and my eye looks like the flesh of a cockle. It was like equally red and bulging. It's shaped exactly like a cockle flesh. I suspected for a moment cha kway teow vendors who are short of cockles might start cornering and attacking me and so i've decided to coop myself up at home over the weekends. I SIMPLY refuse to go out into the world.

Saturday: Come to think about it, looking like a cockle isn't really thaaaat bad, i mean well at least it used to be almost everyone's favourite unhealthy food and i mean you gotta admit it goes really well with cha kway teow. That was meant to be sarcastic by the way, i mean you would think that the eye would be quite proud of itself, the fact that it could so successfully pass off as a cockle but NOOOOOO...it was FAR from being satisfied. I mean like wth..it EVOLVED from normal sized Singapore cockle to the HUMONGOUS Japanese kind of cockle. It just looks twice as "juicy" when i apply the ointment on it.

Sunday: Am resigned to the fact that i m part of the azure blue, majestic ocean now.

Monday: Cant bloody believe that i have to go to school in this state. Hello STOP STARING. I'm a deformed, cockle eyed, sensitive girl now. BE NICE.

And it's true that nothing in life can be or is perfect. I thought that hall was the one and only perfect thing in my life: how it's so much fun, freedom and how i met so many new nice people. But once again, life never fails to disappoint. Firstly, i still don't know if i'll get to stay in hall next two sems, i mean i would really love to but as usual, my parents have a knack of depriving me of what i really want in life. Secondly, the whole rooming thing is really ruining the peace and love we share here. Thirdly, the formation of elite, exclusive, tight cliques are really getting to me. Didn't know age and skills can be such barriers or source of discrimination.

And once again..i wish those fake bitches would just stop putting on an act. It's amazing how they can be so in love with themselves and still have the capacity to be attached.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

this is the age of uncertainty

today i woke really early cos my dad sent my dog to wake me. i didnt mind so much cos last night my dad sed he got us some damn nice paus for breakfast. so i ran down to the kitchen and guess what. my mom sed my stupid inconsiderate sister ate the last pau up. i was really really mad and i was like but pa sed he got two paus, where's the other. then my aunty helen came in and told me that idiot ate them both! and i was sooooo angry i started yelling like why didnt u stop her. and apparantly that sneaky creature went and heat the paus up by herself and ate them when noone was looknig. omg i am so frigging pissed now. worse thing is she is out now so i cant go yell at her. argh wth this is unacceptable behavior. so i was quite pissed off when we were eating breakfast and my dad started on his sneaky stay at home next year campaign. he was like, u cant blame her u know, she's used to u not being at home so she takes everything. if u stay at home then i think she will know to share things with u. UGH. this is classic subtle btw-ing.
the whole rooming thing is getting to me. jac wants to move to a2 and i kinda wanna stay at a3. i mean im sure i will grow to enjoy a2, cos everyone's nice. but i dont feel very happy about the decision making process. and the way assumptions are being made. i cannot stand the assuming and the stupid unchangeable pre-conceived notions. doen't work this way! it's quite sad, the way things can fall apart after a good year.

wong :(

Friday, April 11, 2008

Yeah whatever.

Did i mention that my roommie has a tendency to spoil every sweet romantic moments in a movie as much as possible? She would totally be like "Come on lah, i'm sure..." or "Please, please..that's just gross" or "Wah cannot take it". But i actually thinks that she secretly enjoys the romantic moments hah..DON'T THINK I DUNCH KNOW.

Realise that words, once spoken are impossible to take back, just like what you've typed out i guess. And sometimes, it's really too early to say certain things, you'll end up jinxing yourself.

Welcome to the world of politics.

And guess what i just feel like gorging my eyes out right now. But yes i know, what would i do w/o you?

Where is the love?,
Jig Jac

are you well in the suffering?

room bidding is getting us all worked up. i really hope noone gets displaced. kaihui and the e block girls were really nice about everything so i hope it all works out man. i mean we've all been here a year already so to move to a new block is gonna be le suck. dont want dont want..
but then nx yr seems really far away.. still gotta get over exams. and i hope the holidays last forever and ever. jieyings kittens are so cute. i cannot imaine how they will grow into monstrosities like scruffy and the fongseng cat in less than 3 months? gross. jac wants dwarf cutie hamsters mice or something like that. i am like NO WAY. i will let scruffy in to eat them up hohoho.

update: jac i itchy eye read ur post now i want to vomit my prata out. i meant the last part hoho. this is unacceptable behavior.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Goldfish in the making..

Am sick..really fell sick at the wrongest time possible..cant really study cos i'm having fever, mighty sore throat and my left eye looked like it's been punched so basically i cant really see much, it's just too swollen and after i apply the ointment within my eye..it became doubly omega painful and my vision became blurred..so ya i m typing this wif my surviving right eye.

It's during times like this, when u're really vulnerable and in need that you realise who are the ones around you that would be there for you and truly care for you..

feel very thankful for having wong as my roomie, she was really nice and considerate about everything, even making sure that her table light wouldn't be too bright and cause me to be unable to sleep. She went thru all the lengths of blocking it with a plastic, trying hard to make it stand between the partition haha.

And of cos i wonder what i'll do w/o my bf..feel so bad for making him worry and taking up so much of his time to look after me at this crucial junction..just am really really thankful for him. It's at moments like this that i know i've made the right choice and that no one can take his place in my heart. (yeah yeah you guys can go cringe and puke but it's how i feel and i'm proud to type it out)

Missing all the fried, unhealthy, chocalatey, fat food,
Jig Jac

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

i am so frigging pisssed

guys i nv meant for this to be an emo/angsty blog but i am so frigging pissed argh argh argh. now i am omega shagged but i cannot sleep cos i am so bothered.
i dont care if it's me like maybe i'm really diss inducing and lazy and shit but i am so annoyed. i've never had anyone spoken to me like that since like secondary school when janet ng was on my back all the time, and i've never felt inclined to speak soo condescendingly to anyone either. no respect much? here i am tryna be friendly and stuff and it's like i'm having it thrown back in my face. i lose la ok.
today was crap. i was ridiculously late for tutorial at noon and i was sweating so much my tutor started laughing when he saw me. which was fine cos he forgot about the late part. then it started raining elephants when i was tryna go to biz for soul-sucking stats project. we spent a mill years fine-tuning cos we fucked up the graphs real bad. then me and qt loserly took the wrong bus and when we got to science the co-op was closed and we cudden get the thingy bound so i gotta go like really early tmr to do it knn.
yes this week is long and winding. jackie's really ill so i gotta watch her. dont worry jac i got your back!! projects are about done but damn i've no clue what's going on in school. i'm so lost it isnt even funny anymore. ayudaaaaaaaa

:( this is angstygal@hotmail



Monday, April 7, 2008

Corrections, corrections

Right ok i realise i've spelt Kahlua wrongly..how embarrassing is that..and yes i have not been given a chance to try it yet..so my wrong spelling is excusable and it just means that i should be given a chance to try it to fully appreciate the spelling.

And i forgot to mention that i would very much prefer a leather like material kinda bag and not the cloth or velvety bag =S.

So anw everyone pls go try Puzzle Freak from addictinggames.com, it's quite the man..and i manage to complete it..which means i do have some IQ.

Watching The Orphanage later, that's if tickets are available. Have heard quite a few good reviews about it. Hope i don't die of heart attack inside. Newspaper headlines: Girl dies of fright in cinema while boyfriend's injured. (i have a tendency to grab anyone and anything beside me and stuff my fat face into it whenever i'm scared) This would be the second time i watch a scary movie in the theatres. The previous movie was Body 19. Well i didn't just about died, I DIED. I just recall sliding further and further down into the seat and almost having the front seat blocking my view..heh maybe that was my whole point subconsciously. But being the cheapo me i'll force myself to watch as much as possible especially since i PAID for it..which is the same logic as why i REFUSE to pee in the middle of movies, no matter how urgent. I remembered watching the 3 hour long all time favourite movie of mine: Lord of the Rings and almost fainted from having to bear with the pee. I was sitting damn still cos any puny movement would send a waterfall coming. Anyway after the show i practically sprinted to the toilet, bulldozing everyone out of the way on my way out.

Excited about movie, still pretending exams don't exist,
Jacky

Look up everyone!!!

Ok here's just a little something else i would like to add to my "no one's gonna be bothered with it" birthday wish list

7. Bailey's/Vodka/Kelua

So that's pretty self-explanatory, don't mind any flavour as long as it's alcoholic heh..and BTW i m not an alcoholic, just get kinda thirsty in hall sometimes =)

So i realise my dear little roommie seem to be quite emo and stressed over the weekends..sigh..just want her to know she's not alone. Realise i haven been mentioning about exams at all? Cos delusional me is trying to pretend it doesn't exist and that i still have all the time in the world to slack before it..NOT a good sign..gotta do something about it..just wana maintain CAP but even that seems so hard. Chinese is gonna be my downfall.

Anyway, bad frequency = bad outing. So beware...

Hungry and getting fatter by the minute,

Jig Jac

Saturday, April 5, 2008

I CANNOT WAIT

i cannot cannot wait for the holidays. it's like i am obsessed. nasty realisation that finals are coming again. damn i feel like i just got punched in the stomach.
i feel like i am always waiting for something. i keep waiting and anticipating and then when it finally arrives i don't know how to hold on to it. i cannot appreciate what i have right now because i am waiting for something else. i have so much to say but i don't know how. i dont wanna burn any bridges. really, what constitutes friendship?
i hate how time is such a bitch when it comes to revelation. because when time passes it throws situations at you and you get to see how the people around you react. i'd rather not.
oh ya and i hate it when i am such an incredibly uncredible blowoff-er.

WONG




Birthday wish list

The whole point about group project discussions/meetings is to throw ideas around, discuss and give feedbacks about each others’ opinions isn’t it? So I don’t understand why some people have to take things so personally and feel like the whole world is out to get him/her and shoot his/her ideas down. Seriously, deal with your insecurities on your own instead of bringing it to the discussion table, accept feedbacks and learn to live with it. That would make life so much easier for yourself and everyone else.

Was watching ANTM Cycle 10 newest episode and there was this designer OBSESSED with size 2. Like seriously..how about being nice and designing clothes that cater to all sizes..the world really doesn't and shouldn't revolve around thin girls you know?

And now...i can't believe i'm doing this but i am, at the request of some of my friends, i'm posting my birthday wish list here and am going to start acting as if the whole world is gonna be bothered and start picking stuff off from the list to get for me heh..
(they are ranked according to how much i need and want it, starting from the most wanted and needed)
  1. Tote bag (No ribbons or polka dots)

I seriously NEEEEED a new TOTE bag cos the one i have now has mutated straps that threaten to give way and embarrass me any moment while the other bag from China, which costs $8, is well, $8..so i need not say more. So anw, i need a BIG tote bag, of cos not as big as those red, blue and white stripes kind where mainlanders use to move to the city with, but definitely has to be bigger than A3. And i'm not a fan of ah lian looking bags oh and my favourite bag colours are brown, black and gold, earthy green, red and black, ok basically earthy, duller colors. Preferably not white.

2. Black Havaianas (Slim Fit, Plain)

Still feeling sad over my grey slim fit Havaianas whose strap disintegrated on me. I currently have a white xmas edition Havaianas but it's white and so it's hard to handle in my opinion. Get very heart pain whenever black, grey stuff gets onto it.

3. Grey or black vest

Not the halter kind cos i already have that kind, the more casual, can just grab and put on with anything to go to school kind. Hopefully the front of the vest is designed different or is made of different material from the back of the vest. I don't need the vest to be collared. Just nice cutting in anyone's opinion would be fine haha like that helps.

4. Eye Liner and sharpener (Pencil kinda eye liner)

So anw i want a pencil kind so that it would run out so fast and so that i can keep sharpening it and use it longer.

5. Necklace

Not the bling bling, yo whassup kind, but the faded gold or silver kind. Not particular about pendants, just not butterfly, money sign, ribbon, or NOT Taiwan mei kinda girly, boring pendant then can already. Once again i've been most helpful.

6. Pencil case

Fine with anything actually. JUST NOT PINK, ACT CUTE, HAS GROSS CUTE PICTURES, FLUFFY, basically not the kind that those small small act taiwan mei ppl like to carry one, then can already.

So i guess that's about all for now will add on if there's anything new. Haha ok seriously, i feel like such an annoying asshole doing this. And after all that's said and done, i mean it when i say that ultimately, it's really the heart that counts. I don't need any presents or stuff lidat, just spend some time celebrating with me and i would be most happy.

Not exactly looking forward to my birthday since it's like one day before my exams -_-,

Jac

Thursday, April 3, 2008

i just realised pepperfridge is actually pepperidge. what a loser. and school is crap. but damn am i proud of myself. i actually woke up at nine and showered and dragged my still-nauseous ass to class. but i skipped the afternoon class cos i bui tahan plus i didnt do the tutorial anyways. I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE THREE MONTH SUMMER BREAK.

WONG

Here i go...

yes..lazy me has finally decided to blog..like 3 days into blogging n i'm sick of it haha luckily there's my dear little roommie to liven the blog

yesterday was the most eventful clubbing day ever..and i'm sorry i wont be writing about it..it's a matter of honour haha..all i can say is...ask wong yourself heh..anw pls dun start having the impression that i club alot..yest was like once in 1 month and it was the last time before mugging hard for exams

so i ended up skipping all the lectures in the world today and going for my EL presentation only cos i totally slept at like 6am last night, or should i say this morning..so the presentation was positively horrifyingly gross..almost peeed in my pants from nervousness and it's only presenting to the tutorial class, wonder what would happen next week during lecture presentation

cant believe exams are coming but i'm still slacking away like it's a million years away..have been watching stupid movies on youtube..freaky friday and what a girl wants and whatnot..they actually have full movies on youtube man

and seriously this world has some seriously fake bitches it's amazing..cant wait to stuff her into a sack and feed her to the pandas..ok damnz i forgot pandas only eat bamboos..don't even know how that came into my mind..must be the alcohol and lack of sleep..

Cant get enough of sleep and someone...
Jac