Birthday wish list

The whole point about group project discussions/meetings is to throw ideas around, discuss and give feedbacks about each others’ opinions isn’t it? So I don’t understand why some people have to take things so personally and feel like the whole world is out to get him/her and shoot his/her ideas down. Seriously, deal with your insecurities on your own instead of bringing it to the discussion table, accept feedbacks and learn to live with it. That would make life so much easier for yourself and everyone else.

Was watching ANTM Cycle 10 newest episode and there was this designer OBSESSED with size 2. Like seriously..how about being nice and designing clothes that cater to all sizes..the world really doesn't and shouldn't revolve around thin girls you know?

And now...i can't believe i'm doing this but i am, at the request of some of my friends, i'm posting my birthday wish list here and am going to start acting as if the whole world is gonna be bothered and start picking stuff off from the list to get for me heh..
(they are ranked according to how much i need and want it, starting from the most wanted and needed)

1. Tote bag (No ribbons or polka dots)

I seriously NEEEEED a new TOTE bag cos the one i have now has mutated straps that threaten to give way and embarrass me any moment while the other bag from China, which costs $8, is well, $8..so i need not say more. So anw, i need a BIG tote bag, of cos not as big as those red, blue and white stripes kind where mainlanders use to move to the city with, but definitely has to be bigger than A3. And i'm not a fan of ah lian looking bags oh and my favourite bag colours are brown, black and gold, earthy green, red and black, ok basically earthy, duller colors. Preferably not white.

2. Black Havaianas (Slim Fit, Plain)

Still feeling sad over my grey slim fit Havaianas whose strap disintegrated on me. I currently have a white xmas edition Havaianas but it's white and so it's hard to handle in my opinion. Get very heart pain whenever black, grey stuff gets onto it.

3. Grey or black vest

Not the halter kind cos i already have that kind, the more casual, can just grab and put on with anything to go to school kind. Hopefully the front of the vest is designed different or is made of different material from the back of the vest. I don't need the vest to be collared. Just nice cutting in anyone's opinion would be fine haha like that helps.

4. Eye Liner and sharpener (Pencil kinda eye liner)

So anw i want a pencil kind so that it would run out so fast and so that i can keep sharpening it and use it longer.

5. Necklace

Not the bling bling, yo whassup kind, but the faded gold or silver kind. Not particular about pendants, just not butterfly, money sign, ribbon, or NOT Taiwan mei kinda girly, boring pendant then can already. Once again i've been most helpful.

6. Pencil case

Fine with anything actually. JUST NOT PINK, ACT CUTE, HAS GROSS CUTE PICTURES, FLUFFY, basically not the kind that those small small act taiwan mei ppl like to carry one, then can already.

So i guess that's about all for now will add on if there's anything new. Haha ok seriously, i feel like such an annoying asshole doing this. And after all that's said and done, i mean it when i say that ultimately, it's really the heart that counts. I don't need any presents or stuff lidat, just spend some time celebrating with me and i would be most happy.

Not exactly looking forward to my birthday since it's like one day before my exams -_-,

Jac