Hate having to make big decisions, decisions that are potentially destructive towards the future. Then again, that's life, life is full of such gross moments.
One day you will leave me..because all these would be too much for you to bear. It would seem like nothing you do is ever enough while more is constantly being expected of you. Am i worth it? I hope i am.
I just don't need any more stress than i already do. But he just wouldn't leave me alone. You don't understand a shit because you are forever in your self centred, "almighty" world. Can't you just disappear for once and give everyone their much deserved peace? It's about time people stop giving in to you because the more they do, the more asshole you'll be. And who's the one always misinterpreting every single thing, twisting it to fit into your narrow-minded, self absorbed perspective? If you want my respect, earn it. How about starting with respecting me first? I've just had enough of you always taking away what i really want. If you're gonna be so petty then you might as well go have a sex change and be a woman. You're never in the wrong are you? It's always about how others have not done what they are supposed to, how they've not respected you, how they're in the wrong. Just step down from your self proclaimed pedestal and see for once that you don't bloody deserve any respect from anyone in the first place and that you are not always right, in fact you never were.
Fuck, i currently just HATE life.
Jac.
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