Somebody save me, once again.

I sense another cockle coming up. Seriously. I know everyone's SICK of reading about me and my cockles but trust me when i say it's worse to be the one actually HAVING the freaking cockles on your eyes. Like seriously. It's just bubbling, on the brim, all ready to stick it's ugly face out of the bottom lid of my right eye. It's life mission is to cause my eyelids to go BALD, cos do you have any idea that having a cockle actually causes my freaking eyelashes (which i heard once dropped would not grow back) to FALL? And thanks to those previous cockles, i'm now having BALD FREAKING PATCHES on my eyelids, like who the hell has bald patches on their lids? Shouldn't have bought the 16.90 Maybelline "oh-so-powderful" mascara since i wont even get the chance to use it on my sparse lids. (ok i didn't just sound like a Plastic). So now everytime i blink it hurts, i just wish it would leave me alone because unlike OTHERS, i m not ATTENTION GRABBING and so i do not need to have a cockle for everyone to stare at.

So now it's gona make it real hard for me to go to the long awaited Arts Camp, finally back to school, ready to have some fun. Unfortunately, being old friends with Mr Cockle i KNOW it takes like freaking WEEKS to recover, sigh seriously, anyone has any eye medication to recommend? I seriously need it. Don't want to have to go the the camp with Mr Cockle in tow, freaking out all the freshies and most possibly being laughed at.
Then again, it suddenly seems like NOBODY is interested in the camp anymore. What with all the initial excitement about going and having fun and reminiscing those fun arts camp times. It seems like everyone's suddenly busy, lazy or just cant be bothered. It's just kinda disappointing. I am the one who wants to go the arts camp but i am also the one down with the cockle, i swear life is never fair.

Just glad that my dearest is finally back from BKK though soon he'll be away again for many other events and stuff. Well at least i know that no matter what he would definitely be there to accompany me to arts camp. And it's just weird how i can never stop missing him, whether he's actually in Singapore or not.

I m currently drinking Kung Fu milk tea, those who haven't tried it pls doooo, it's DA BOMB, best milk tea in Singapore and it's only 1.90.

And btw, people who self proclaim to be hot are just pathetic. I get that that's what you wanna be, but if you're not, self proclaiming isn't going to get you anywhere. Well haven't you heard that "Ugly is the new beautiful"? I m proud to be ugly.

Wishing that life was simple,
Jig Jac