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Just got back from steamboat at Bugis with my VJ buddies Nellie, Chrystal and Pinky. As everyone knows, 4 our of 5 steamboat shops there are like run by China people. So anyway we decided to sit at the second floor which turned out to be the Cheena floor. It was dominated by 2 tables full of C_ _ n _ people it could have been 200 and there wont be any difference. I swear they were speaking to each other as if they were miles apart when in fact it's only a freaking steamboat away. And the service was quite bad cos when we asked them to refill the soup, a male waiter kinda abusively threw a plate he was holding back to the plate stand (while picturing we were the plate i bet) and grudingly stormed off to get the refills, like eh ok, relax can? i only want a refill which is just a few steps away. So anyway, the company was great n we still had a lot of fun, it felt like we were back in the old days in VJ, eating bak chor mee and being the blacksheep of the school heh.



I learnt some stuff today and suddenly i felt like i havent been good enough and that i could be better. And i get where it was coming from, and i have been selfish. It wasnt my place and come to think of it i dont have the right. And to quote someone, "Minimal contact is good".



Went back to clean my hall today with my dear little roomie and DenDen. Unfortunately, _ _ _s stayed in the room the last two sems before us so were more OCD then usual. Just cleaning the cupboard was enough to kill us, not to mention the blinds with millions of slates and the horrifying drawers which had pubic looking hair in it along with random weird stuff, some even alive. After cleaning everything possible we were seriously damn shag and to think that we had three people cleaning a room somemore. It took us more than two hours and we still had the full of lizard droppings floor to deal with on Sunday.



So anw i forgot to mention that i FINALLY have a new pair of glasses wooohooo. So now i dont look as old, spinsterish n round anymore. I changed into a new pair which is like quite big and rectangular, mainly black with a pinkish purplish patch at the side and the inside of the glasses is pinkish purplish too. I know it sounds bimbo BUT I INSIST THAT IT'S NOT. It's MODERN, although fine, i look strangely comical and weird in it. Different would be the best word haha.



And, my mum got an oven like FINALLY too so now i can fulfill all my baking dreams and desires. Started with something really simple, almost retarded. Yes, it's Betty Crocker's fudge brownie which could never go wrong even if u want it too. So anw i shall admit that i kinda put in 3/4 cup of oil instead of 2/3 cos somehow i just had the impressions it was 3/4 and anw it turned out kinda oily but definitely still edible and fine haha. As i said, you just cant go wrong with Betty C. Then i moved on to something harder, cornflakes cookies, n not from BC one ok. So anw it was quite cookie like and all crispy on the first day but subsequently it kinda became cornflakes kueh instead. But still, it smells and taste quite nice and i shall insist that it was a success haha.

Excited to be moving back to hall even though it might get a tad lonely since wong isnt moving in yet and suddenly i'm totally away from my family. Anw clubbing here i come!!!
Please don't be mistaken, i m NOT a clubber flubber, just couldn't control my excitement for a moment.

Jig Jac

Life is BitterSweet.

Had many long overdue meet ups with different group of friends recently. Met up with dear old Shanny and best-seat-partner-ever Xiutang for Popeyes, which was mother expensive but well worth the money. Shanny just brings out the retardedness in everybody and we were all mighty unglam everytime she's around, what with her extremely contagious laughter, which is why sometimes we are actually laughing AT her and not WITH her. But anw, we were just laughing non stop, being high on air and loving every minute of it.

Then i met my dear besties, had sushi while bitching, as usual, about the usual people. It was just a comfortable and fulfilling catching up session. It's weird how such simple things can be so satisfying and valuable.

Also met up with my dear little roomie and Tanz, our fellow Mosquitoe and dear old Shanny again. Met up for K-Stering at Chinatown. It was fun smuggling booze and snacks into the rooms and then letting our hair down. We just sang like we've never sang before at the top of our lungs while drowning ourselves with tiger beer and chips. We imitated dance moves, especially Britney's and Rihanna's Umbrella, it was like a mini clubbing session. I just loveeee hanging out with them because it can be sooooo much fun, we were sweating from all the screaming, yelling, jumping and dancing under the hot orange spotlights. I love rare times like this when i can just focus on having fun and not have to think of anything else. Every minute is just pure joy and laughter.

Come to think of it, we've known each other for 7 long years and everyone has changed in their little ways but no matter what we are still able to meet up after long periods of time and have all the fun in the world. Such things really make life worth living for.

The flowers were suppose to bloom and the sky was supposed to be blue.

But the world is full of lies.

And the trees died while the sky turned grey.

Sometimes, i really wish i could bite my tongue and let the blood soak through my shirt.

Sometimes, things just don't turn out the way you expect it to be and you get lost, you simply don't know what to do and all you can do is ride it out.

dustbin powers!

today i came home early. momma and aunty hel made oxtail for dinner :)))

yesterday was fongs bday so we had a smashing time. no alcohol needed haha.
this morning koh texted us all the gayest message ever. something like she had a very nice dream of us all smiling happily. haha i am keeping it! and not just cos i like it either :P

i gave in to momma and worked at my aunts shop for awhile. cos u dont wanna get her pissed off u know?
i am actually doing this ogl thing omg.
i have given up watching the oc.

i am going to redang I AM GONNA GET A TAN!!!

Oh why cant we live like this forever?












my heart cant deal with so much affection <*3
that's an exploding heart btw.

wong out

p/s: bommie i cant wait to see u again! (miley cyrus)

pp/s: tanzi pansy is so fancy!

Hi all i m not dead, i m back.

I know i am a lazy blogger, Wong's overwhelming this blog it's gonna be hers soon haha..so here i am blogging about something that happened two weeks ago. So anyway, this year's Arts Camp is over and done with, really glad i managed to participate in it. It was full of ups and downs. Got to meet an absolutely great OG where everyone's really nice and pleasant and gets along really well. This year's Arts Camp clubbing was at Taboo, a gay club, which was puny, extremely hot and puny once again. I think i perspired more than when i was training. The OG was great fun, many outright, hidden and budding clubbers who were ready to attack the dancefloor.

As for the downs part, don't even get me started, learnt quite a lot from this year's camp, hoping someone would learn somethings too. I get that the truth is always hard to believe and handle, but still it's the truth.

I've decided to practice ZEN and embody ZEN. What i've been doing has not been to my advantage. In fact, perhaps it has been backfiring against me. In my eagerness to help someone gain enlightenment i've turned myself into a monster. I m definitely much better than that. And seriously, i've decided to learn how to LET THINGS GO. It's just not worth it. It's meaningless when i have to keep pushing it, totally meaningless. Guess it's about embracing it but if unfortunately i cant, then i guess there's only one solution.

And i seriously don't like to fight with you. It hurts so much and it makes me hate myself. I hate myself for hurting you even though i don't mean to, i hate myself for using those harsh words, saying those mean things and using that disgusting tone. I just hope you understand where i m coming from. You mean so much to me, which is why i even bother going through it over and over again. Point is, i don't ever want to fight with you again, ever. Fighting with you always brings "hurting" to a new level. It's just not worth it.

School is starting soon = hall = freedom. Unfortunately, it also means that the "mugging" has to start. But it's a fair price to pay for sweet sweet freedom.

Sleepy,
Jig Jac

fast times

first things, i havent seen my dear jackie since forever! like the time we did our hair! zomg. where the hell are u! we are missin u, ok? get ur ass out here!

that aside, it's been major catching up with everyone. yesterday me chung and sj sat at mos burger at ulu sembawang for like, 3 hours? well we were supposed to help sj coach her primary school but i overslept (hey i havent done that in ages ok! i slipped up here..) zomg was all kinds of funny. like sj's og mate punching a ghost that jumped out at them on fright night. something cool, our little brothers are all the same age, and we've all got a sister in between! chung's is 1 yr younger, mine is 2 yrs and sj's is 4. cool!

and like it was really fun doing nothing. like in the canteen after school. that's why i love my friends soooo mucho!

and smashin' mambo nights too! you know, when everyone u know goes cos it's the hols? i'll really really miss that when school starts... dont even wanna think bout it. we found the most hilarious people ever last wed. dudes knew the words to the randomest raps, ok? i was laughing the whole time no kidding!

coupla funny pics. ya i know, everything's funny to me when i'm in a good mood.


obviously tipsy chung



like half of the softballers!




shanny's snr fab belongs in AA. for real.


and i just read what i wrote and i am sorry but right now my underused brain cant handle long sentences. so we'll have to make do with this rambling.

remember guys school's descending upon us now so we gotta make the best of what we have left! have fun!

xoxox

wong out